(^______^)

Babah: Dik...minum tah. Makan ubat atu..

Me: namoooo.......*lariiiiiiii~* hikhik!

Dah cuti puasa seminggu, xkan nak miss lg kot. Byklah nak qada nanti..

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41 FACTS: Today

1. Talk to a boy or girl you like?

- No

2. Learn anything new?

-yes. how to be a strong girl.. no more tears, ok?

3. Talk to an expert?

- Erm.. expert in what? hehe~

4. Miss someone?

- I miss everyone..

FACTS: Last Person Who

5. Laid in your bed other than you?

- Miss Whitey

6. Made you cry?

- (^_____^)

7. You went to the movies with?

- Cousins

8. Went to the mall with you?

- Mama, Babah and Along. Angah ilang..hehe..

9. You showered with?

- No one.. sorang2 je la..

10. Said they loved you?

- Mama.. T__T eh, namo nangis lagi la.. hehe~

FACTS: General stuff

11. Wheres your favorite hangout?

- The Mall

12. What are you most scared of this second?

- Dying

13. Does anyone like you?

- I have no idea...I guess everyone hates me since they're leaving me one by one..

14. Have you ever farted?

- of course.. napa plak x penah.. hehe

15. Are you lonely right now?

- yes.. thank God, i have Miss whitey masa ni.. Tapi boring la dye tdo.. ish~ ish~

16. Song stuck in your head right now?

- Shady Girl by Sistar. I need cheeky song to forget my problem but.. i hate the lyric. haha..

17. Been on t.v or radio?

- yes

18. Ever liked someone who treated you like crap?

- yes

19. What color shirt do you have on now?

- pink

20. Name three things that you do every day?

- sleep, shower, eat

21. Whats your favorite show?

- invincible youth

22. Who got you to join Myspace?

- got no myspace

23. Wish someone was next to you this morning when you woke up?

- yes.. my wish and i know it never bcome true

24. What web site do you visit the most?

- tagged and blog

25. Do you have plants in your room?

- no

26. Who was the last person to hug you?

- Mama

21 SECRETS

1. WHAT IS YOUR DISPLAY NAME ABOUT?

- It's my name

2. WHERE WAS YOUR DISPLAY PICTURE TAKEN?

- no display pic in the blog

3. WHATS YOUR HEADLINE MEAN?

- (^________^)

4. WHATS YOUR CURRENT MOOD?

- sad+anger+pretend to be happy+hungry

5. WHATS YOUR MOST VALUED POSSESSION?

- banyak and the latest one.. i dunnoe what to do with it.. my most valued possession for the last 2 months.. huhu..

6. HOW ARE THINGS IN YOUR RELATIONSHIP?

- (^_____^) i dunnoe.. he's dissapear.. I'm a bad girl, thats why he leave me.. =)

7. IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WOULD YOU?

- yes..please!~

8. IF YOU COULD BE AN ANIMAL FOR A DAY, WHAT WOULD YOU BE?

- bird.. wanna fly..and poop on somebody's head.. haha

9. EVER HAD A NEAR DEATH EXPERIENCE?

- yes..

10.WHO IS YOUR MOST RECENT EX?

- past is past..

11. HAVE YOU EVER SANG IN FRONT OF A LARGE AUDIENCE?

- No

12. WHAT'S THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX?

- eyes

13. WHAT DO YOU USUALLY ORDER FROM STARBUCKS?

- Starbuck is haram now..no more starbuck ek..

Babah and Mama

Cudn't sleep after sahur, so me, Mama and Babah watched TV till the sunrise and I fell asleep till 7am. While the 2 brothers already went to their dreamland..

Mama and Babah treated me like a lil girl today. Kalaulah Angah dan Along nampak mesti dorang jealous. hehe. And when they treat me like that, i felt wanna cry. huhu. Dah tua-tua pun nak manja lagi.. ngeee~

Mama: Kalau nada...after this Adik concentrate study ah.......

Babah: Adik mau tepun ia? Babah suruh. Agatah ambil hp babah gaa...

I was speechless. I just shook my head.. T_T

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FOR SOMEONE. FOR YOU.

Where are you? It's been 3 days. I need to talk to you bout something. Please, dun treat me like this. I'm begging you.. please.. x lama..just 10- 15 mins. Then I will leave u alone..If I did something wrong, at least tell me first before you leave. Then I know what have I done. I hope you're safe and ok.. tq

Babah.. I love you.

The panadols and the cough mixture tastes eww! Weekkk!! Babah scolded me because didn't tell him earlier. Now the clinic is already closed and Babah zoomed to the shop to buy me the panadols and the cough mixture. Ah! And "Air Badak". The "Air Badak" is my favourite among the three. It's water anyway.

Right now, only me and Babah in the TV room. It's been a while a haven't hang out with him alone. And because of that i decided to ignore my assignments for tonight. I miss my babah so much. I miss how he treated me like a lil girl. I'm leaning against him right now and for sure he could read what I'm writing and I know he just pretend to watch the TV and I know he could read the title above " Always Keep Faith In Our Love" and I know he don't wanna talk about it cause he understand my feeling right now. Mama must tell my condition last night to Babah. I want to cry but I can't. I might Babah lil girl forever but I'm not lil girl anymore. I have to control my feeling. and I'm so grateful to have father like Babah.. Babah, I'm sorry for not being a good daughter. I think this year, Sarah had done lots of mistake.. T_T Babah, I love you so much..

It's Babah's day tonight.. Last night is Mama's and tomorrow i wanna hang out with my 2 brothers.. These peoples are people I love. Peoples I could depend on.. Ahhhh!! Oh my! I forgot my WHITEY!! Alololo~ she's one of my family too but the different she's not human eventho sometimes she thinks she's human.. hihihik~

Masa2 mcm ni, rasa nak wrestling Whitey je.. apa mood malam ni? Manala Whitey ni? dri tadi x nmpk2.. heee~

......................

Who were you with last night?

- alone

What woke you up this morning?

- mama

Where are you?

- room

Is tomorrow going to be a good day?

- i hope so

Did you kiss or hug anyone today?

- no

When's the last time you cried?

-..............................

The PAST

Ever thrown up in public?

- no

Passed out because of alcohol?

- no

What's on your mind RIGHT NOW?

- a lot

The FUTURE

Would you take a bullet for anyone?

- my family

Where would you like to live?

- my house

What kind of house would you like?

- house near to the beach

What do you want to be when you grow up?

-millionaire

Where do you see yourself in years?

- still here

ON MYSPACE - i dun have myspace so i will skip this part

Who is your number 1?

Who have you kissed on your top friends?

Who was the last person that left you a comment?

Are you good friends with this person?

How often do you log in to myspace?

IN GENERAL

Do you like candy necklaces?

- yes

When's the last time you fell or ran into something?

- when i was lil kid

Do you still go trick or treating?

- no

What was the last thing you ate?

- rambutan

Are you a fast typer?

- no

About how many people have you driven with?

- i dun drive

What are you doing this weekend?

- ntah

Whats your favorite type of soda?

- milo soda.. :P

Have you ever moved?

- no

Have you ever won an award?

- yes

How many times have you eaten sushi?

- many time

What do you want to do right now?

- cry

Are you listening to music right now?

- no

Are you with someone right now?

-whitey.. my one and loyal friend ever. She's a good listener

Whats a word or phrase that you love?

- ?

How long until your birthday?

- half year

When were you the saddest in your whole life?

- ......

What time is it now?

-0906pm

Do you think anyone will repost to this?

- no

What makes you pissed off?

- you

Have you ever had a song written about you?

- no

What song makes you cry?

- ............

What songs makes you happy?

- ............

What do you like to listen to before you go to bed?

- none

Do you have a job??

- no

What does Your CD player have in it right now?

- none

If you were a crayon what color would you be?

- pink

What makes you happy?

- whitey

Height?

- ?

Hair?

-long

Piercings?

- 2

Tattoos?

- none

What are you wearing?

- pjs

What taste is in your mouth?

- tasteless

Do you have a bad habit?

- sensitive

I promise myself not to cry for u anymore..

What is your sign?

- Aquarius

What is your birthstone?

- Amethyst

What is your relationship status?

-

Are you tan?

- no

What is your favorite part of your body?

- eyes

What are you most insecure about?

- my feet

Do you have a big or small purse?

- big

How often do you switch purses?

- not so often

Does your purse have to match your shoes?

- no

One thing you know that you wish you knew 5 years ago?

-how to be bad girl..

One food you simply cannot resist?

- Butter Milk Chicken

The movie you can watch over & over again is?

- I'm a legend..

Can you have a good relationship without sex?

- fcuk

I don't feel sexy unless I have?

- heart.. HAHA

The worst pick up line ever is?

- Hi, awak ni mcm org yg saya kenal..

The song I sing along with the most is?

- none

On a random Saturday, I can be found?

- at home

Do you get jealous easily?

-yes

Do you like romance?

- NO!

Do you eat healthy and work out?

- NO!

You would never leave the house without?

- Baju

What is the best feeling ever?

- masa tdo.. x pkir pape

What are you scared of?

- future

Do you pluck or wax your eyebrows?

- pluck

Fashion

Whats your favorite store?

- mana2 je

Whats your favorite catalog?

-?

Whats your favorite online store?

- none

Whats your favorite shoe brand?

- apa2 je

Whats your favorite shirt brand?

- manaja

Whats your favorite jewelry brand?

- manaja

Whats your favorite pants brand?

- manaja

And all around brand?

- ntah

Guys

Do you like someone right now?

- no

If so, Why do you like them?

- i dun like anyone

What is the most attractive thing about a guy?

- ntah

What is the most unattractive thing about a guy?

- ntah

Is it worse to cheat on someone or be cheated on?

- both

Have you ever been cheated on?

- yup

Have you ever cheated?

- yes

Is it possible to be friends with an ex?

- no idea

What is the best relationship advice that was given to you?

- kalau org dh x suka, just let her/him go.

What is the longest relationship you've had?

- ntah

You know a guy is perfect for you when:

- ?

Have you ever been in love?

- yes

Are you a virgin?

- what do u think?

Have You Ever...

been rock climbing?

-no

been surfing?

- no

slept in a tent?

- no

gone on a road trip?

- yes

been in a car accident?

- yes

did something you regret?

- yes

been drunk?

- no

been high?

- no

smoked a ciggy?

- no

done drugs?

-no

had sex?

- no

been to a zoo?

- yes

been to mexico?

- no

been to europe?

- no

met someone famous?

- yes

touched an exotic animal?

- yes

kissed a member of the same sex?

- kiss pp

kissed a monkey?

- no

rode a horse?

- no

rode a pony?

-no

rode an elephant?

- no

been to a concert?

- yes

been in a parade?

- yes

had a pet dog?

- no

pet cat?

- yes

pet reptile?

- no

pet bird?

- no

pet fish?

- yes

been scuba diving?

- no

been bridge jumping?

- no

been cliff jumping?

- no.. but i wan to

been bungee jumping?

-no

been sky diving?

- no

been on a plane?

- yes

been suspended from school?

- no

failed a class?

- no

been to summer school?

- no

been to court?

- yes

been arrested?

- no

been in a cop car?

- no

had cops at your house?

- no

been backstabbed?

- yes

backstabbed someone else?

- yes

had a baby?

- no

cried yourself to sleep?

- yes

moved away?

- no

moved to a different town?

- no

been to a therapist?

- no.. but i need one

felt like you were alone?

- yes

This or That

AE or Hollister?

- ?

Skirts Or Pants?

- pants

Socks or Leggings?

- socks

Hoodies or Jackets?

- hoodies

Heels or Sneakers?

- heels

Straight or Curly Hair?

- straight

Hoop or Dangling Earings?

- hoop

Side Bangs or Straight Length?

- side bangs

Fav. Color?

- pink

Victoria's Secret or Bath & Body?

- VS

Eyeliner or Mascara?

- Eyeliner

Smoothies or Lattes?

- smoothies

Diet or Regular Soda?

- regular

Water or Gatorade?

- water

Pearls or Diamonds?

- diamond

Marykate or Ashley Olsen?

- neither

Ipod or Cell?

- ipod.. i dun need cell

Cell or Internet?

- internet

Facebook or SocialSplash.com?

- fb

Friends or Family?

- family

Lipgloss or Chapstick?

- lipgloss

Manicure or Pedicure?

- mani

Love or Peace?

- peace

Sunglasses or Purses?

- sunglasses

1 peice or Bikini?

- bikini

I will let my anger killing me...

How many of your facebook friends have you met in person?

- 0

How many would you like to meet?

- 1..

Are you a lefty or righty?

- righty

Have you got an inny or outy?

- inny

How many fingers have you got?

- 10

Got any tattoos?

-no

Got a "Private" piercing?

-no

Are lefties smarter than righties?

- no idea..

A mans best asset is..?

- how shud i know?

A womans best asset is..?

- hair?

Would you shag an animal for a million bucks?

- no

Do you go for "Bad Boys"?

- yes

Ever had a toe-nail removed?

- no

Do blondes have more fun?

- dunnoe

Best pet to have, Cats or Dogs?

- cats

Is George W. Bush really an idiot?

- yes

Has South Park ever offended you?

- no..

Have you ever searched for porn on the internet?

- yes

Do you swear at your parents?

- no

Is there an alcoholic in your family?

- no

Have you ever returned a gift you got to the store?

- no

Is Tom sexy?

- which Tom?

Are you a closet American Idol fan?

- no..

What do you usually do when you get home?

- sleep

If you had 5,000,000 what would you do with it?

- shopping

What cell phone company do you have?

- nokia

How often do you text?

- none

Do you like to read?

- yes

What kind of computer do you have?

- acer

Do you play an instrument?

- no

What's your favorite food?

-all

What kind of iPod do you have, and what color is it?

- TOUCH.. silver

How many pets do you have?

- 1

What's your favorite guys' name?

- none

What's your favorite girls' name?

- sarah

Do you have your own digital camera?

- no

What's your favorite place to go shopping?

- anywhere

What are some of your life's goals?

- graduate with flying colours

Who was the last person to call you?

- none

What's your favorite season?

- rainy

Have you ever seen a tornado?

- in tv

What's the worst thing you've been through in your life?

- a lot

If you HAD to sell anything in the world, what would you sell, and why?

- gold.. expensive.. more money..

Which do you prefer? Little brother or little sister? Older brother or older sister?

- older brother..

What's your favorite kind of music?

- kpop

Who is your favorite band?

- SHINee

Where would you rather live other than your current location?

- S Korea

How many friends do you have on Facebook?

- Sikit

How old are you?

-22

Have you ever told any of your friends your deepest secrets?

- no

What do you like to do (besides Facebook) when you're online?

- blogging

What do you like to do when you're not on the computer?

- sleep

Do you like the cold? Or the warm?

- cold

Do you like snow or rain?

- both

How many game systems are in your house?

- ntah

What kind of systems?

- bilik along n angah byk

What is your biggest fear?

- future

Who do you hate the most?

- someone

Do you regret ever meeting someone?

- yes

How long are you on the phone on average per day?

- none

What state do you live in?

- asia

Raking leaves or mowing the grass?

- mowing

What is currently your favorite song?

- none

If you live in the United States, have you ever been out of the country besides Canada or Mexico?

-no

What is your dream vacation?

- S Korea

What age do you think it's appropriate to have children?

- dunnoe

When someone is upset, he/she tends to write something "rubbish"..

So please.. understand my condition right now. I need to let it out and I have no one to talk to. Tq

Whatever!

1. Where's your number one on your top 8?

- like..huh?

2. What is your favorite possession?

-whitey

3. Do you own a gun?

- no

4. If you could tell your last ex something what would you say?

- i hate you!!

5. Do you get nervous before doctors appointments?

-yes

6. What do you think of hot dogs?

- yummy food

7. What's your favorite Christmas song?

- none

8. What do you prefer to drink in the morning?

- milo

9. Can you do push ups?

- no

10. Is your bathroom clean?

- yes

11. What's your favorite piece of jewelry?

- necklace

12. Do you take painkillers?

- yes

13. What is your secret weapon to lure in the opposite sex?

- none

14. Do you have A.D.D.?

- what?

15. Still have a birthmark?

- yes

16. What are you doing tonight?

- buat bodo

17. Name 3 thoughts at this exact moment?

- what am i going to do tonight?, i want to sleep, i want to kill someone today.

18. Name the last 3 things you have bought?

- food, water and fancy pens

19. Name 3 things you drink regularly:

- water, milo and .............

20. Are you on a diet?

- no

21. Who's number one on your top 8?

- .....................

22. Current worry:

- worry bout everything!

23. Current hate:

- this feelig

24.Favorite place to be:

- beach

25. How did you bring in the New Year?

- great feeling

26. Where would you like to go?

- Beach!

27. Why do you wanna go there?

- Wanna scream out loud!

28. What shirt are you wearing?

- just a ts

29. What is your current relationship status?

- ................................................................................

30. Favorite color(s)?

- pink

31. Would you be a pirate?

- yes.. i want to!

32. Are you gay?

- will think about it

33. Do you sing in the shower?

-yes

34. What did you fear was going to get you at night as a child?

- ghost

35. What's in your pockets right now?

- no pockets

36. What are you going to do after this?

- shower

37. Who do you want to be with right now?

- whitey

38. Worst injury you've ever had?

- my head

39. Best feeling in the world?

- when I was sleeping.. no worries..

40. Worst feeling in the world?

- when somebody treat me like this

41. Who is your loudest friend?

- Didi

42. Who is your quietest friend?

- Juen

43. Does someone have a crush on you?

- better not! bcause i'm heartless now

44 Do you wish on shooting stars?

- no

45. What is your favorite food?

- butter milk chicken

46. What is your favorite candy?

- apa2 je

47. What song do/did you want played at your wedding?

- no wedding

48. What song do you want played at your funeral?

- no song..

49. What were you doing @ 12 AM last night?

- T_T

50. What was the first thing you thought of when you woke up?

- Still alive?

It's my blog and I can say whatever I want!!

1. If your doctor told you TODAY that you were pregnant, what would you say?

- Doc.. u're stupid!

2. Do you trust all of your friends?

- NO!

3. Would you move to another state or country to be with the one you love?

- NO!

4. Do you believe that everything happens for a reason?

- YES!

5. Can you make a dollar in change right now?

- Yes

6. Which one of your friends do you think would make the best doctor?

- No idea

7. Are you afraid of falling in love?

- YESSSSSS!!!!!

9. Is there someone who pops into your mind at random times?

- NO!

10. Whats your most favorite scar?

- the one on my forehead..

11. When was the last time you flew in a plane?

- last may

12. What did the last text message you sent say?

- none

13. What features do you find most attractive in the preferred sex?

- eyes

14. Fill in the blank. I love: Whitey

15. What is a goal you would like to accomplish in the near future?

- entah!

16. If you were to wake up from being in a coma for an extended time who would you call?

- I call nobody and i wish i would coma for the rest of my life!!!

17. How many kids do you want to have?

- Dun wanna have kids!

18. Would you make a good parent?

- NO!!!!!!!!!

19. Where was your default picture taken?

- mana2 je

20. Whats your middle name?

- Asy'qa

21. Honestly, whats on your mind right now?

- ANGER

22. If you could go back in time and change something, what would it be?

- I will not make any tagged, fb, blog account!!!!!!!!!

23. Who was or will be the maid of honor/ best man in your wedding?

- nobody

24. What are you wearing right now?

- ts and shorts

25. Righty or Lefty?

- Righty

26. Best place to eat?

- home

27. Favorite jeans?

- apa2 je

28. Favorite animal?

- cat

29. Favorite juice?

- watermelon

30. Have you had the chicken pox?

- yes

31. Have you had a sore throat?

- i am right now

32. Ever had a bar fighT?

- no

33. Who knows you the best?

- mama

34. Shoe size?

-5

35. Do you wear contact lenses or glasses?

- contact lenses

36. Ever been in a fight with your pet?

- yes..

37. Been to Mexico?

- no

38. Did you buy something today?

- not yet

39. Did you get sick today?

- i am now

40. Do you miss someone today?

- No

41. Did you get in a fight with someone today?

- No

42. When is the last time you had a massage?

- ?

43. Last person to lay in your bed

- whitey

44. Last person to see you cry?

- mama.. tq mama for everything.. T_T

45. Who made you cry?

- .......................................

46. What was the last TV show you watched?

- Invincible youth

47. What are your plans for the weekend?

- Wanna go out

48. Who do you think will repost this?

- no idea

49. Who was the last person you hung out with?

- family

50. If your significant other asked you to marry them TODAY what would you say?

- i dun wan to get married..

2

TEN HOW'S:

How did you get one of your scars?

- car accident...

How did you celebrate your last birthday?

- with cousins at the mall..

How are you feeling at this moment?

- full with anger and hate!

How did your night go last night?

- agony

How did you do in high school?

- great.

How did you get the shirt you're wearing?

- can remember.

How often do you see ur best friend?

- rarely since we in different faculty now.

How much money did you spend last month?

- i dunnoe..

How old do you want to be when you get married?

- dun wanna get married.

How old will you be at your next birthday?

- 23

NINE WHAT'S:

Your mothers name?

- mama.

What did you do last weekend?

- out with mama and babah.

What is the most important part of your life?

- having my wonderful family.

What would you rather be doing?

- go out to the beach and scream out the pain inside my heart.

What did you last cry over?

- what do u think?

What always makes you feel better when you�re upset?

- cry

What�s the most important thing you look for in a significant other?

- i dunnoe

What are you worried about?

- about my stupid life

What did you have for breakfast?

- sahur.. i skip it.

EIGHT HAVE YOU�S:

Have you ever liked someone who had a girlfriend/boyfriend?

- YES!

Have you ever had your heartbroken?

- YES!

Have you ever been out of the country?

- yes..

Have you ever done something outrageously dumb?

- no

Have you ever been back stabbed by a friend?

- yes

Have you ever had sex on the beach?

- no

Have you ever dated someone younger than you?

- yes

Have you ever read an entire book in one day?

- yes

SEVEN WHO�S:

Who was the last person you saw?

- along

Who was the last person you texted?

- i text with nobody!

Who was the last person you hungout with?

- family

Who was the last person to call you?

- I call with nobody!

Who did you last hug?

- mama

Who is the last person who texted you?

- nobody

Who was the las person you said "i love you" to?

- no idea..

SIX WHERE�S:

Where does your best friend live?

- brunei!

Where did you last go?

- Hua Ho, Qlap

Where did you last hang out?

- Orchid Garden Hotel..

Where do you go to school?

- ubd

Where is your favorite place to be?

- beach

Where did you sleep last night?

- my bedroom

FIVE DO�S/DOES:

Do you like someone right now?

- NO!

Do you think anyone likes you?

- NO!! everybody hates me!

Do you ever wish you were someone else?

- yes!

Do you know the muffin man?

-no

Does the future scare you?

- yes..

FOUR WHY�S:

Why are you best friends with your best friend(s)?

- coz shes crazy

Why did you get a myspace?

- dun have one!

Why did your parents give you the name you have?

- dunnoe.. maybe because it has a meaning..

Why are you doing this survey?

- I'm BORED!! AND SUPER DUPER UPSET!!

THREE IF�S:

If you could have one super power what would it be??

- Fly!

If you could go back in time and change one thing, would you?

- yes...

If u were stranded on a deserted island & could bring 1 thing what would you bring?

- my notebook.. when the times come.. i will die there and nobody will know..

TWO WOULD-YOU-EVER�S:

Would you ever get back together with any of your ex�s if they asked you?

- NO

Would you ever shave your head to save someone you love?

- No

ONE LAST QUESTION

Are you happy with your life right now?

- I am not happy right now

1

1:// What age would you like to get married?

- i've been thinking,, dun wanna get married

2:// How would you want to die?

- die in peace

3:// Sunrise or Sunset?

-sunset

4:// When has destiny worked for you?

- no idea

5:// What do you protest against?

- kena biarkan mcm ni...

6:// When is the last time you smelled a rose?

- ntah..bila

7:// Ice Cream: cone or cup?

- cone

8:// What is a must-have in your bag (other than your wallet)?

- ipod

9:// I am anti- __________

- hmmmmm...

10:// Who was the last person you said goodbye to?

- baby

11:// Have you or would you ever enter a strip bar?

- Sure, why not?

12:// What insect do you like?

- butterfly

13:// What is your obsession?

- nothing

14:// What disgusts you?

- this feeling

15:// How do you let out stress?

- listen to the music

16:// Do you regret anything?

- I regret a lot of things and i think i'm going to regret one thing soon.

17:// What is the worst thing someone has done to you?

- tanya org tu

18:// Sadist or Masochist?

- ?

19:// After watching a movie do you stay to see the credits?

- no

20:// Would you die for love?

- i doubt it

21:// What kind of person do you not like?

- that person

What Am I?

Don't treat me like this..

I might do something that I will regret someday..

MISS YOU

"You're fade away....."

At the Chancellor Hall, UBD right now. Waiting for the next class at 2.

I miss you...

Doing some special project.. Must finish it soon.. (^___^)

Banyak perkara nak wat... hihi! Can't wait... heee~

Waiting

A

ANY particulor reason your taking this survey?

- I'm bored and I'm waiting for my hubby... ;)

ARE you at school, work, or home?

- home.. it's almost midnight.

AGE at which you 1st drank alcohol?

- dun drink alcoholic drinks before and in the future.

B

BOUGHT anything from Spencer's?

- mark and spencer?? hehe

BRAVEST person you know?

- my babah? hehe

BLONDES or Brunettes?

- Brunettes

C

CRAPPIEST band?

- mm...no idea.

CAN your dad beat you in a race?

- i think so.. Can u babah?

COULD you bungee jump?

- yes.. i want~

D

DRAWING or painting?

- both..

DOES your bedroom need cleaning?

- yes..

DO the drapes match the curtains?

- yep

E

EVER swear at your parents?

- NO!! never ever!

EARN enough to pay the bills?

- no..hehe.

EXORCIST or SAW movies?

- hate both! keke~ scary~

F

FLOWERS or chocolate?

- chocolate! but i want flower too...

FUNNEL cake or Elephant Ears?

- mmm... what shud i choose. hehe~

FIRED from a job?

- i dun hv a job

G

GIVING or receiving gifts?

- both

GOING to the movies or a play?

- movies

GONE to the bathroom this hour?

- no

H

HAVING or adopting a baby?

- having

HORSES or cows?

- horses!

HEAVY or light-weight drinker?

- rrr...say no to both

I

IS Michael Jackson in heaven?

- hahaha... i have no IDEA!!

INSIDE or outside?

- inside

INSTANT or regular coffee?

- i dun drink coffee

J

JORDAN or Tiger Woods?

- neither

JETTA or Saab?

-neither

JULY 4th or St. Patrick's Day?

-neither

K

KOOL-AID or Crystal Lite?

- neither

KANGAROO or Camel?

- kangaroo

KETCHUP or mustard?

- ketchup

L

LIGHTS on or off during sex?

- off.. :) haha~

LOTTERY scratch offs or Power Ball?

- neither

LIQUOR or beer?

- neither

M

MONTH of choice?

- Feb

MEAL you cook best?

- maggi

MISS the most:

- my Triple N

N

NEVER would I:

- eat veggies

NIGHT owl or early bird?

- night owl..

NOTE to self:

- Jgn korek hidung masa puasa!! (ahahaha!)

O

OPEN your own jars?

- yes

OFFER to help old people?

- yes

ONLY in America:

- Brunei pun ada...

P

PERSCRIPTIONS you have now or in the past?

- mmmm...

PAPER or plastic?

- paper...save the earth

PRETTY Woman or Sixteen Candles?

- neither

Q

QDOBA or Chipotle?

- neither

QUIT my job for:

- hate my boss.. hehe

QUANTITY or quality?

- quality

R

ROADTRIP or flying?

- both

RESPONSE to a sneeze?

- Alhamdulilah~

RIGHT or left handed?

- right

S

SIT or stand all day?

- sit

SMELL you hate?

- gasoline

SUSHI of choice?

- California Maki

T

THANK goodness it's:

- YOU!

TELL me your middle name?

-Asy'qa

TODAY is:

-Monday

U

UNDER my bed is:

- dust

UNDERWARE brand?

- no brand

USUALLY I sing:

- mcm2

V

VITAMINS you take?

- none

VERY much like?

- chocolate

VACCINES I've had:

- H1N1

W

WITHDRAWS from:

-atm

WEAPONS I own?

- none

WAFFLES or pancakes?

- both!

X

X-RAY you've had?

- my skull

X-LOVER's Name?

- i dunnow

X-TRA toppings of:

- chocolate sprinkles

Y

YEAR you were born?

- 1988

YARD sale or goodwill?

- yard sale

YELLOW or green?

-green

Z

ZOO you've been to?

- mm..byk

ZACK Morris or Slater?

- neither

"I want to give you all my happiness so that you can smile again..."

adoiii~

tummy ache!!

*WAVING THE RED FLAG*

mama decided to take me to clinic this evening.. really can't stand the pain. and now i need my sleep.. T_T

p/s: Syg, i'm ok... and i love u... =D

hmmmm...

Tonight I am so not in a mood.

Today was a normal kind of day.

Our weather was hot this morning.

My favorite time of day is 12++pm(it's usually lunch time..)

The last thing I do before I go to bed at night is chatting with him or kalau x chat just golek2 on the bed.

I wish that I could go to see him.

FAVOURITE

Pair of shoes? - My flats

Jacket? - xde yang specific fav sgt

Scarf?- nnnnnn....

Way to do your hair? - just comb it straight

TV show? - korean variety show

Actor? - will smith..haha

Actor over 50?- noo ideaa...

Actress?- hmmmm....

Actress younger than 20?- miley cyrus

Animal?- cat

Shampoo brand?- sunsilk

Toothpaste?- colgate

Place to buy clothes?- anywer

Place to buy cheap stuff?- mmm.....

Place to get icecream?- kedai runcit

Store to buy groceries?- hua ho

Halloween costume?- none

Childhood memory?- all

College?- UBD

Grade? -elementary school

Class in high school?- BREAK

Do you go to church?- no

Do you pray?- yes

Do you wear contacts or glasses?- contacts

Who is your favorite reality TV star?- a lot

What is your favorite reality TV show?- a lot

Do you color your hair?- yes

How often do you wear makeup?- not too often

Describe yourself in three words. - crybaby, sensitive, chocolate lover

Describe your best friend.- crazy, understanding, annoying

What is your favorite thing to wear? - Ts and jeans

Do you wear jewelry? - necklace

What car would you love to buy if you could afford it? - ferrari..wahhh~

done: 01.20am

neno neno neno~

• 00:18am
• can't sleep.
• no mood.
• missing someone.
• hungry.
• thirsty.
• tummy ache.
• negative thinking.
• try to get rid of it.
• drawing someone.
• bored.
• *sigh*
• i love u.
• i miss u.
• happy fasting.
• dun forget to take ur gastric medicine.

Faith

1. If you were to attend a costume party tonight, what or whom would you go as?

- Cinderella. Can I?

2. What are your choice of toppings on a hamburger? And do you prefer gas or charcoal grilling?

- Cheese~ Charcoal grilling

3. You are chosen to have lunch with the President. The condition is you only get to ask one question. What do you ask?

- No president in Brunei.. So I'm out.. =D

4. It's your first day of vacation, what are you doing?

- Shopping?

5. What is your concession stand must-have at the movies?

- Caramel popcorn and milo ice....

6. Which do you dislike most: pop-up ads or spam email?

- pop-ups ads.. annoying much!

7. What do you think Captain Hook's name was before he had a hook for a hand?

- Captain Hand!! haha~

8. Rock, paper, or scissors?

- Paper.. So I write and draw on it

9. How long was it from 'the first date' until the proposal of marriage? How long until the wedding?

- hmmm...no idea in this case

10. Which is worse, being in a place that is too loud, or too quiet?

- too quiet.. it's weird kan? scaryy~

11. What is one quality that you really appreciate in a person?

- honesty

12. At the good old general store, what particular kind of candy would you expect to be in the big jar at the counter?

- hacks..

13. What is the most distinguishing landmark in your city?

- SMSO Mosque

14. Everyone hears discussions that they consider boring. What topic can put you to sleep quicker than any other?

-politics

15. How many times did it take you to pass your drivers test?

- i hope sekali je..hehe

16. If you had to have the same topping on your vanilla ice cream for the rest of your life, what topping would you choose?

- very thick.....Chocolate sprinkle

17. What food item would need to be removed from the market altogether in order for you to live a healthier, longer life?

- ajinamoto

18. You are offered an envelope that you know contains $50. You are then told that you may either keep it or exchange it for another envelope that may contain $500 or may be empty. Do you keep the first envelope, or do you take your chances with the second?

- Take the 2nd chances

19. If you had to choose, which would you give up: cable TV, or ?

- DSL/cable internet

20. What is your highest level of education?

- uni?

21. How much is a gallon of gas in your city? What was the highest it's been?

- no idea..

22. What kind of lunch box did you have as a kid?

- just normal lunch box with cartoon outside.. hehe~ and it was pink

23. What would you rather have, a nanny, a housekeeper, a cook, or a chauffeur?

- nanny (if i'm a lil kid, maybe), housekeeper ( i dun have to clean the house), cook ( i can eat delicious food), chauffeur ( i dun have to drive especially in traffic jam) so I choose.. a cook!! hehe~

24. Would you rather be trapped in an elevator, or stuck in traffic?

- neither plz.. oohh myy~

25. Lets say a brick fell on your foot, and your kid is standing right next to you, what is your 'cleaned up' swear word?

- Ouch~ That's hurt~ hehe~ so clean kan

Semoga Ramadhan ini akan memberikan aku kekuatan dalam menghadapi cabaran kehidupan ini.

Sahur

4.15am

(^___^)

random

Do you have any pets?

- Yes... a cat

What color shirt are you wearing?

- Pink..

Name three things that are physically close to you:

- My laptop, earphone and my pillow..

What is the last book you read?

- Mastika

Are you or were you a good student?

- I was and I am.. hehe~

What's your favorite sport?

- Shopping.. :))

Do you enjoy sleeping late?

- sometimes.. it depends actually..

What's the weather like right now?

- so dark~ it's almost midnight.. what do you expect.. hehe~

Who tells the best jokes?

- my b..

What was the last thing you dreamed about?

- Mmm..not sure but something about a girl in one of my tutorial class.. why I dreamed bout her?

Do you drive? If so, have you ever crashed?

- No... Dun have a license yet..

Do you believe in karma?

- yes...

Do you believe in luck?

- yes...

Do you like your eggs scrambled or sunny side up?

- Sunny side up~ nyum!

Do you collect anything? If so, what?

- Earrings.. hehe~

Are you proud of yourself?

- mm.. Sometimes..

Have you ever given money to a bum?

- No..

What's your favorite food?

- Butter Milk Chicken~

Have you ever had a secret admirer?

- Yes.. i WAS

Do you like the smell of gasoline?

- No..

Do like to draw?

- Yes.. hehe~

What's your favorite invention?

- my invention? hmmm.. i dun tink i have one..

Is your room messy?

- yes..super messy.. oh my!

What do you like better: oranges or apples?

- Apples

Do you give in easily?

- yes.. it depends..

Are you a good guesser?

- hehe.. i guess so..

Can you read other people's expressions?

- hmm... it depends on the individual.. some can.. some can't

Are you a bully?

- No~ i'm not and never.. :P

Do you have a job?

- Yes.. as a student.. daughter..lil sister...girlfriend..friends..owner (for Whitey..)

What time did you wake up this morning?

- 6 am..

What did you eat for breakfast this morning?

- nothing.. (oppsss...) I'm late.. so i ate roti at uni.. hehe~ and i had a heavy!! meal during lunch..

When was the last time you showered?

- @ 6++pm

What do you plan on doing tomorrow?

- It's off tomorrow.. no school! and of course..fasting~

What's your favorite day of the week and why?

- Saturday.. I think i dun have class on Saturday and yay!!!!

Do you have any nicknames?

- Adik..Baby..Sarah.. Mai (back in secondary school.. hehe~some crazy friends knew I hate that nick name, but still used that name on me.. miss those moment..)

Have you ever been scuba diving?

- No..but I always wanted to do it!!

What's your least favorite color?

- hmm... orange..heee~

Is there someone you have been constantly thinking about? If yes, who?

- Yes.. My one and only Love.. my B..

Would you ever go skydiving?

- Yes!

What toothpaste do you use?

- Colgate..

Do you enjoy challenges?

- hmm..not really...

What's the worst injury you have had?

- hmmm... when i was a lil girl.. our car got into an accident.. cut on my leg.. ouch~

What's the last movie you saw?

- movie.....karate kid~

What do you want to know about the future?

- my life with him.. ;)

What does your last text message say?

- none..

Who was the last person you spoke over the phone to?

- babah...

What's your favorite school subject?

- BREAK

What's your least favorite school subject?

- MATH

Would you rather have money or love?

- Can i have both?? hehe~ LOVE!!

What is your dream vacation?

- S.Korea~

What is your favorite animal?

- Cat~

Do you miss anyone right now?

- Yes.. every minute..every second...

What's the last sporting event you watched?

- Soccer

Do you need to do laundry?

- No...

Do you listen to the radio?

- rarely..

Where were you when 9/11 happened?

- school i guess...

What do you do when vending machines steal your money?

- shake it.. still no response? kick it~ haha~

Have you ever caught a butterfly?

- yes~

What color are your bed sheets?

- pink..

What's your ringtone?

- :)

Who was the last person to make you laugh?

- My sayang.. My b...

Do you have any obsessions right now?

- yes.. him~

Do you like things that glow in the dark?

-yes.. i like it.. but not love it.. got it? hehe..not to obsess la..

What's your favorite fruity scent?

- grape~

Do you watch cartoons?

- yesh~ hehe~

Have you ever sat on a roof?

- No... In Brunei most of the houses have a gable roof.. How to sit??

Have you ever been to a different country?

- yes...

Name three things in the world you dislike:

1. Dark

2. Spiders

3. Thunderstorm

Name three people in the world you dislike:

1. Bush

2. Orang jahat

3. Penipu

Has a rumor even been spread about you?

- Yes... no comment..

Do you like sushi?

- Yes.. with avocado..not cucumber..

Do you believe in magic?

- magic... sadly.. yes...