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"takes his time alone : its quite hurt 2 noe da truth.."

Ya-Allah,please punish me for being a bad person.

after all I did, i dun think i cud sleep. It's two days in a row..I made a mistake (hurting you). u're so far away from me.. i can't see ur face.. i can't see ur reaction..i can't reach u..i can't be there for you. It's so heartbreaking to know that i hurt you so much but i can't do anything except crying here..u're killing me with your kindness.. you said nothing bout my mistake. i wish u could yell at me.. telling me that you hate me! you hate what have i done to you.. i deserve that. and i'm wondering why i keep making mistakes again and again?

what should i do?

the past keep haunting me. today, it happened again. and i'm scared. i'm scared of losing someone that i love.