16 hours of agony

it's officially 16 hours now. I hope you're happy. and i think i'm going to poke my eyes right now!

I'm not sure either to be mad or worry about you. Cause I know if I talk rubbish /useless words..it will humiliate me. I'm mad because you're not on9 last night till now no news about you . and I'm worry because you're not on9 last night till now no news about you!!

at least give me one message to tell me that u're ok...

(u're killing me)

Ya-Allah, berikan kami dua kekuatan dalam menempuh segala cabaranMu...

Mistakes

I'm daddy's girl.. What do you think If my dad said you should do this.. do that. Should I ignore him? I've been living with him for the past 22 years.. I'm his only daughter. Can I ignore him for once? I dun think so.. so curse me for being a daddy's girl. I shouldn't exist in this world. I made too many mistakes.

I made two promises with two men that I love

What should I do?

HUGS

The picture is so sweet!!

What a busy Sunday. But I like it. Spent time with Mama and Babah. Then hang out with the girls. Bangun pukul 9, sebab mama bangunkan nak ajak Sarah kuar. Eh, kuar lg? Nak beli kain lg ke? hehe.. Tapi bukan beli kain..saja2 je nak jalan2 and adalah beli barang2 umah sikit. Kat Gadong jumpa ngan Angah. Kitorang jalan sama2 lepas tu. Adess... xde org nak sponsor kredit kew? hehe~

Then tengahari dah balik rumah. Rehat jap..makan..mandi... sempat lagi tengok tv pastu pukul 2pm, kuar lg ngan my girls. Kitorang pegi Mall.

(Selebihnya Sarah akan cakap Brunei. Semoga anda semua faham.. kalau x faham, tanya jew Sarah ea)

Masa di Mall, banyak orang eh. Mcm payah kan bejalan ani waa.. Nurul mencari hadiah untuk mamanya. Esok lusa mamanya birthday. Kitorang round satu Mall. Nada pun ia tepakai. 1st kan balikan beg. tapi inda jadi.. entahlah..katanya alum tau apa kan dibagi. manasaja tah. kul 5 dorang antar Sarah balik. Mama and Along saja ada di rumah. Angah sama Babah inda tau kemana. Hairannya....ada Along la..selalunya balum balik ni. So masa ni lepak sama Along di bilik tamu. Sarah cerita pasal hp Sarah yang nada kredit sebab lesen tahunan atu. Buat muka seposen arah Along. Manatau Along mau sponsor. Mmm...Kalau paham kan bisai. Sarah liat Along wat derk je.. huhu~~

"ALONG!! BALIKAN SARAH KREDIT WAH!" <--Dalam hati saja.

Hahaha..sekalinya. Karang Sarah cakap sama Babah lagi. Babah sayang Sarah kali aa..mesti ia bagi ni..keke~

Neway, I have something to tell. mm.. especially to my hubby. mm.. karang chat baru tah Sarah bagitau la. I think he should be the one yang tau first. Hubby, Sarah bagitau nnti ek... love u..

BUKAN CINTA BIASA

Kali ini kusadari

Aku telah jatuh cinta

Dari hatiku terdalam

Sungguh aku cinta padamu

Cintaku bukanlah cinta biasa

Jika kamu yang memiliki

Dan kamu yang temaniku seumur hidupku

Terimalah pengakuanku

Percayalah kepadaku

Semua ini kulakukan

Karena kamu memang untukku

Cinta ku bukan cinta biasa

Jika kamu yang menemani

Dan kamu yang temaniku seumur hidupku

Terimalah pengakuanku

Aiya!

Malam ni hujan lagi..Sejokkk~ brrrr!

Tadi lepas Angah balik semayang Jumaat, kitorang pegi DST kat Giant. Nak beli line baru.. Yay! after a long time.. Sarah dapat gak tukar number baru. and Sarah harap dengan adanya number baru ni Sarah nak bagi org terdekat n yang Sarah sayang je. Bukan main happy Sarah tadi.

TAPI...

kat DST:

"We're so sorry. but the new numbers/lines are not available for now. There's some error in our system..there's something wrong bla..bla..bla... but if you really want, please give us your number so we cud call as soon as possible and I need the copy of ur ic ... can i have it?"

Angah n Sarah like.. 0.O huh? ic? Sarah x bawak ic..tinggal kat rumah..Angah plak tinggal dalam kereta. Soh amik dye xnak. abis? mcmne ni? Ada2 je masalah Sarah nak beli line baru ni.. last2nya Angah bagi number hp dye kat DST tu.. mmm... nape jadi mcm ni? wat org ilang mood je..

Dalam keta, Angah cakap " Why she speak English with me.. I'm Malay bah! and she's Malay bah.. no paham eh!"

Cik Sarah..Shame of Yourself!!

...

"takes his time alone : its quite hurt 2 noe da truth.."

Ya-Allah,please punish me for being a bad person.

after all I did, i dun think i cud sleep. It's two days in a row..I made a mistake (hurting you). u're so far away from me.. i can't see ur face.. i can't see ur reaction..i can't reach u..i can't be there for you. It's so heartbreaking to know that i hurt you so much but i can't do anything except crying here..u're killing me with your kindness.. you said nothing bout my mistake. i wish u could yell at me.. telling me that you hate me! you hate what have i done to you.. i deserve that. and i'm wondering why i keep making mistakes again and again?

what should i do?

the past keep haunting me. today, it happened again. and i'm scared. i'm scared of losing someone that i love.

ONLY ONE

Broken this fragile thing now

And I can't, I can't pick up the pieces

And I've thrown my words all around

But I can't, I can't give you a reason

I feel so broken up (so broken up)

And I give up (I give up)

I just want to tell you so you know

(Chorus)

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you

You are my only one

I let go, but there's just no one who gets me like you do

You are my only, my only one

Made my mistakes, let you down

And I can't, I can't hold on for too long

Ran my whole life in the ground

And I can't, I can't get up when you're gone

And something's breaking up (breaking up)

I feel like giving up (like giving up)

I won't walk out until you know

(Chorus)

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you

You are my only one

I let go, but there's just no one who gets me like you do

You are my only my only one

(Music Intro)

Here I go, so dishonestly leave a note for you my only one, and i know you can see right through me so let me go and you will find someone

(Chorus)

Hear i go,scream my lungs out and try to get to you

You are my only one

I let go, but there`s just no one, no one like you

You are my only, my only one

My only one (x3)

you are my only one

p/s: you're my only one

Can I Just Pretend That I Know Nothing About That?

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BAD DAY

Well..last night was awesome but not today. When I woke up today (really awake!) I found out somtehing in TAGGED that make me really disappointed. It keep bothering me the whole day. I cudn't think straight. So the gurls took me to the beach to release all the burden. Aish~

And I'm not the only one yang ada problem. Seems Jannah pun. Erm..wat a bad day for us!

PHEW~

Last night was awesome. haha. I know. Mcmana la leh jadi mcm tu ek? adess.. Tido kul 5 pagi. Bangun dekat nak tengahari. Ngantuk sangat2. Mama ketuk bilik Sarah, Sarah wat mcm biasa je. jawab dengan suara orang yang dah bangun tapi sebenarnya mengantuk sgt2..hehe~ tu dye punya pasal la tu... =) but i like it~

(-_-)

I'm waiting.. tapi Sarah takut Sarah tertido.. huhu..

Miss you.. I need to talk to u before go to sleep...huhu

ADESS!

Makan sikit, takut lapar..

Makan banyak, memang x lapar. sakit pewut je..

Adess!

x pernah bersua,

saling jatuh hati,

jauh di mata,

dekat di hati.

ehe~ ada pantun spontan.

QUESTION

Ada empat orang gadis ni kan berpayung dengan satu payung. Yang hairannya dorang sikit pun x basah? Ajaibnya!! Macamana la boleh tu kan? Anda tahu kenapa?

H.O.L.L.A.N.D

It's raining again. Syukur alhamdulilah sebab Allah turunkan hujan. Tapi.. *sniff* hehe~ Sejuknyeee~ *tutup air-cond*

Tadi cousin Sarah datang rumah bawak baby dia. Umur baru 2 bulan. Ya-Allah, cute sgt! Mcm nak giget baby tu... pipi dye gebu!! huhu~ Tapi Sarah x pegi dekat2 dgn baby tu sebab Sarah selesma. Adess~ xpe, tgok dari juah pun dah ok.. hehe~

Hari ni qada puasa hari ke 2, walaupun kurang sihat tapi Sarah dapat teruskan. Bukannya ada wat pape pun kat rumah ni an... x letih pun.. so Sarah rasa ok la kalau teruskan puasa. Lagi2 hari hujan mcm ni.. sejuk je~ heeee~

Nak tau apa yang sarah wat sepanjang hari??

Soalan ni selalu org tu tanya an...hehe~

Stay in bed... Bangun pukul 5am pastu tido balik..bangun kul 8. Dari kul 8 sampai 11, stay in bed je... besh gak... Sambil2 tu...

Sarah update blog and cek tagged...

Abis je update blog...Sarah tengok TV ngan Whitey. Whitey x tgok pun. Dye tido je..

and lastly..

Ptg ni...kul 5pm..sarah pegi dapur temankan mama masak. Sarah potong2 bawang, cuci2 sayur, sediakan bahan2... hehe!~

RAINING

Salam semua. Sorry dah lama x update. mmm.. Nak cerita pasal apa ek? It's already midnight. Kalau orang tu tau yang Sarah belum tido, mesti dye komplen nih. Hehe~ Sarah x leh tido sebab perut kenyang sangat and plus hidung Sarah ni stuck. *sniff* Adoiyai! Tadi petang, Sarah kuar dengan Mama and Babah..kebetulan masa balik hujan lebat. So Sarah kena ujan.. huhu~

and now i feel sick! Esok nak puasa lagi. Sarah harap esok flu dah ok, jadi dapatlah teruskan niat nak berpuasa.

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

This couple cat is so cute~♥

and for you information.

I AM SO HAPPY!
♥ u so much...

(^_^)

02/07/2010, 12.10pm..

Dak Nakal + Dak Manja

I'm yours...

SIPUT?

Alhamdulilah... dah berbuka puasa. Burp! hehe~ Murah rezeki Sarah hari ni sebab Angah belikan makanan untuk berbuka. Sayang jugak Angah kat Adik ea..hehe~ Macey Angah. Lain kali lagi ea.. mm... besh gak puasa sambil2 tu leh diet. Bila nak puasa lagi??

Angah ada bagi satu soalan kat Sarah tadi...

Angah: "Adik tau kah? Siput babi, kalau ia jalan...ia tunduk... Tau knapa?"

Sarah: "Tunduk? Mcmana Angah tau ani? haha~ concentrate jua meliat siput atu...

Angah: "awu..banar.. tau kenapa?"

Nak tau jawapan dye? hehe~ Tanya Sarah sendiri...hehe~