Sick

Risau sangat dengan orang yang tersayang.. dye demam. huhu~ sedihnya sebab xleh jaga...xleh jenguk dye.. jauh~ Semalam xleh tdo sebab teringatkan dye.. mcmne ngan dye? sejuk ke? panas ke? dah makan ke? dah minum ke? Memang jiwa x tenteram. sedih sgt2 bile dgr dye sakit.. Smalam baru balik rumah terus on laptop.. sakit kat tgn lom ilang lagi.. de off9 msg.. bagai nak gugur langit ni.. :( malam kul 12..kul 1 xleh tdo.. kalau la dye dekat mlm tu dah Sarah pegi jenguk dye.. :'( x tau nak watpe.. ble dye ckp mcm tu lg smlm.. ble dye x reply2 lagi.. Sarah takut something hpn kat dye... doa byk2 yang dye dah tido.. rehat secukupnya..

Get well soon for both of us.. Sayang, cepat2 sembuh ea.. Mesti kuat utk My.. My doakan Dy sihat cepat2... sayang dy sgt2...

Pantun ke sajak?

kenapa diperlakukan sebegini

adakah kerana dosa-dosaku

x tertanggung lagi hati ini

memikirkan kesalahan2 ku padamu

air mata x henti mengalir

mengingat kata2mu

sakit hati ini pabila memikir

perasaan itu hanya aku yg tahu

hati ini x kuat

terasa amat sakit

bagai dipukul dgn kuat

sakit! sakit! sakit!

Sarah

10.24pm

Rindu yang teramat sangat.

Study+ on laptop + tengok gambar Dy + baca coversation yang disave banyak kali.

Ya-Allah... rindunya~ :') Dy, rindu dy sgt2.... ^_^

"Sarah's Properties" <--- ingat x ni.. masih ada x? Sebab "Ken's Properties" masih ada ni kat dahi My...

Masih ingat lagi bila My salah taip nama Dy... Oppss.. my bad~ hehe~

"Pok dahi tu kang..." ^_^

minnie_hs: i will put u in my heart and lock it there so you'll be there forever...

countnuada: <---rela jd banduan seumur hidup lam hati bby..:d:x

Bila baca-baca balik conversation dulu, banyak hal yang dah berubah.. Banyak yang dah hilang. Kenapa ek? Ngeee~ Rindu dengan semua tu.. Just hope lama2 nanti jangan semuanya hilang. nanti nak ingat apa?

Gom se mari ga~

Han Ji Bais seo~

Appa Gom~

Omma Gom~

Aegi Gom~

Appa Gommon tung tunghae~

Omma Gommon Laishinae~

Aegi Gommon nobokiyowo~

Kutchu~ Kutchu~

Charanda~

Appa Gom.. Saranghae~ Chongmal Saranghae~ kajima.... Araseo? ^_^

World Survey Random

What would you take from your house if you knew it would be flooded tommorow:

- Laptop.. Hp.. Bantal bucuk.. mama and babah.. Along biar je dye.. hehe~

Customize your own flag, with things on it that represent you::

I love pink so much~ I want lots of love from people around me~ and the loves will be shining always in my heart~ It will make me happy!

If you could erase anything you ever said to anyone, what would it be?

- I let you go... =)

Your stuck in a room for an hour with a chalk board, what do you draw on it

- Loves.. names... random things

Your theme song is called?

- my theme song? hmm.. banyak~

If your life was a movie, what category would it be in? (horror, Romance)

- Horror!

Something you wish to accomplish before the end of the year::

- =) let me keep it...

How much does it take to make you laugh?

- not too much..=) nda mo~~ ^_^

How many sheep do you want on your farm?

- 100000000000000000000000000000... (letihnya jari taip '0' hehe~)

Which wizard of Oz character are you most like?

- xde

You learn through mistakes, what mistake are you glad you made? (to learn)

- to love someone..

Would you ever run naked in the rain with your love?

- no.. ^_^

Do you think Giant anacondas reakky have a purpose on this earth?

- yes! To get rid evil people??!!! wawawa

Which is worse...15 pounds underweight or overweight?

- hmm....underweight.. Kuyus sgt la~ hikhik

Do you like eating icecream out of the carton?

- our ice cream dun use carton..hehe

Do you find it gross to share drinks with family or friends?

- nop.. we always share with each other.. haha~

Does the world revolve around you?

- yes.. huhu

Is eevryone equally important to the world?

- yes... they have their own role.. hehe

Do some people truely not deserve to live?

- mm.. Allah tentukan..kita xde hak nak bgtau mcmne..

If the world comes to an end...how ddo you think it will go?

- Wallahualam.. Sarah tau apa yang Sarah buat sepanjang hidup Sarah.. Cuma harapkan Allah ampunkan diri Sarah..

Will artifical intelligence help better or destroy the world?(think future)

- both... have advantages and disadvantages.. but for me the disadvantage is more than the advantage..

How long does it take you to get out of bed in the morning?

- 10 mins maximum.. tu pun kalau xde pape nak wat.. kalau de class, bukak mata je terus bangun.. hikhik..

How important is it for us to find other planets, resources and life?

- mmm.. ntah la.. important ke? x tau la apa kepentingannya..

What do you think well use other planets for in the future?

- mm..boleh gak..manala tau bumi ni dan overpopulate ngan manusia.. boleh gak antar yang selebihnya ke planet yang lain..

Do you think emptying our trash, pollution, and waste on the moon is okay?

- no...no...no..NO!!! jgn la bumi dah rosak nak rosakkan bulan lg.. jgn la~

What do you think about california?

- aaa... nape ngan dye? hehe~

Is it important to you to always stay(live) close to family?

- for me..yes.. :)

Why are slasher films entertaining?

- sebab dye action kot.. dpt tgok darah.. huhu~

Do you think it would be a good idea if we rebirthed dinosaurs?

- yes~ good.. good dinosours.. not the bad one...

What do you think about tennesee?

- aaa.. no idea

What kind of animal do you think the world could live without?

- amphibian..

If someone invented glasses that can see through things, would you buy it?

- yes... ngenge~ *wink*

If you were a spider where would you crawl away and live?

- Noooooooo!! Sarah x ske spider..

What do you think about pop ups? Is there a way to get rid of them?

- annoying!! just ignore it

Would you prefer to be emotionless, so you didn't have to feel a heartbreak.

- yes, please...

When you die, and if you become an angel, who will you watch over?

- mama, babah, angah, along and my sayang and whitey.. :)

If when you die, you become a ghost, would you try to contact your loved one?

- yes.. i will

Would you want to haunt anyone? Who?

- yes!!!!!!!! ada ler org2nya

What does everyone live for? (could it be love)?

- Keredhaan Allah dunia dan akhirat..

Are emotions what make people Want to thrive and live?

- yes..

Is there a way to solve world hunger, that we are ignoring?

- bagi makanan..

What was (gods)reason for our creation?What does he expect us to accomplish.

- untuk mengEsakan Allah

What do you think should be added to planes? Vending machines?

- yes.. and bigger toilet pls... hehe~

Do you have a weak stomach for watching animals consume eachother?

- yes.. huhu~

Do you think its important to conserve the rainforrest?

- yes!! really important!

Why do people move to Tornado country, when their homes will be destroyed?

- no idea.. we shud ask them then...

Will technology move us forward in life or take us back to the beggining?

- both can do.. agree?

I know not what WWIII will be fought with, but WWIV wil be fought with sticks and stones

What do you think of this quote?

- No idea..

Do you have any quotes of your own that you admire?

- Keep faith in our love..

If you could go back in time to the dinosaur era, would you take a visit?

- yes pls

Which Holiday pretend character do you wish really existed?

- santa..

If lepracans existed what would the world be like?

- whats that?

Mistakes help you learn, but is there some you regret making?

- yes...

Do you often make the same mistake twice? three times? constantly?

- three times

Analysis survey

last person who

1. Slept in your bed besides you?

- Whitey.. hehe~

2. Saw you cry:

- Saw ( Mama) and hear (Sayang)

3. Went to the movies with you?

- Cousins..

4. You went to the mall with?

-Mama and Bucu

5. You went to dinner with?

- Family..

6. You talked on the phone?

- Sayang Erul.. ^_^

7. Said 'I love you' to you and really meant it?

- Sayang Erul.. really meant it? kan? hehe

8. Broke your heart?

- ^_^ Sometimes you broke my heart.. but you know how to combine it back..

9. Made you laugh?

- Sayang Erul...

would you rather?

1. Pierce your nose or tongue?

- Dun wan... i have issues with sharp things..

2. Be serious or be funny?

- funny.. hehe~

3. Drink whole or skim milk?

- I dun drink milk.. Not suits with my tummy...

4. Die in a fire or drown? OMG..

- Oh my.. dua2 x pilih leh ke?

5. Spend time with your parents or enemies?

- parents!

are you..

1. Simple or complicated?

- complicated..

2. Gay?

- no.. I'm straight..

3. Hardcore?

- hehe~ x tau la..

do you prefer. .

1. Flowers or candy?

- Flowers..

2. Gray or black?

- black..

3. Color or Black and white photos?

- Both..

4. Lust or love?

- Both can?hehe

5. Sunrise or sunset?

- sunset.. I'm not a morning person...

6. M&Ms or Skittles?

- M&Ms

8. Staying up late or waking up early?

- Staying up late.. hehe~

answer truthfully !!

1. Do you like anyone?

- Yes...l like and love him..

2. Do they know it?

-yes.. ngee~

do you prefer...

1. Sun or moon?

- Moon...

2. Winter or Fall?

- Fall... romantic~~

3. Left or right?

- left..

4. 10 acquaintances or having two best friends?

- 2 best friends..

5. Sun or rain?

- rain.. hee~

6. Vanilla ice cream or chocolate ice cream?

- Chocolate!

7. Vodka or Jack?

- neither

about you!

1. What time is it?

12.37pm

2. Name?

- Sarah

3. Nickname(s):

- mai...adik..mmy.. hehe~

4. Where were you born?

- RIPAS Hospital, BSB

5. What is your birthdate?

- 18hb Feb. 1988

6. What do you want?

- Sayang Erul

7. Where do you want to live?

- a place where i can live With him

8. How many kids do you want?

- 3? hehe

9. What would you want to name a girl?

- mm.. lom tau agi

10. What would you want to name a boy?

- sama gak...

11. You want to get married?

- yes..

unique!

1. Nervous Habits:

- walk back and forth.. and ckp aaa...aaa...aaa

2. Are you double jointed?

- No

3. Can you roll your tongue?

- yes.. no~

4. Can you raise one eyebrow?

- yes..ngee~

5. Can you cross your eyes?

- yes.. hehe

6. Do you make your bed daily?

- no...haha

8. Which shoe goes on first?

- right

9. Ever thrown one at someone?

- yes..

10. On the average, how much money do you carry with you?

- $10 plus

11. What jewelry do you wear?

- necklace

other

1. Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it?

- twirul

2. Have you ever eaten Spam?

- no..

3. Favorite ice cream:

- Chocolate flavour.. I love the KIT KAT ice-cream cone..

4. How many kinds cereal are in your cabinet?

- one.. hehe~

5. What's your favorite beverage?

- milo..

7. Do you cook?

- yes.. just simple dish

in the last month, have you? (yes or no)

1. Had a b/f or g/f?

- yes.. =D

2. Bought something you didn't need:

- yes.. =D

4. Sang in front of people:

- yes..

5. Been kissed:

- yes

6. Been hugged:

- yes

7. Felt stupid:

-yes

8. Missed someone:

- YESS!!!!!!

9. Got drunk:

- No

10. Got high:

- No

11. Danced Crazy:

- Yes

12. Gotten your hair cut:

- No

13. Cried:

- Yes

14. Lied:

- Yes..

I love you..

I Love you, Erul....

I know I will have no time to spend with you in this week and next week.. Going to busy with exam.. huhu~ stress.. But for sure.. I wanna u know that I LOVE YOU SO MUCH~

Sorry for causing so much trouble this few days.. I know i changed after the fever. You know what i mean. I'm more become so attach to you.. I just you for myself only. I don't wanna share you with anyone.. I did that coz I love you so much.. I hope you're not annoyed with my childish act... I dun wanna lose you.. :') You're mean so much to me... You are. You're my everything.. You're my life.. you have my heart.. so please take a good care of it.. ;)

My week going to pack with books, notes, paper, laptop.. but you always in my heart.. in my mind..every hour, every minute, every second.. You're my heartbeat... Love u syg~

p/s: Right now, baru je lepas solve 2 tajuk. We're having our break and i use my time to update my blog.. Untuk daddy.. Semua special utk sayang.. I hope dy x boring slama my x on9..

I hope you like it...

Adui

Kau tiada saat ku perlukan diri mu..

Waseh~ ayat tu! cantik betul! pandai kawan Sarah cipta.. hehe..

I'm alone tonight.. xde sapa2 teman. Lagi2 Sarah rasa x sihat. sejak siang lagi. berat je rasa kepala. Demam kot.. tekak sakit menelan. huhu~ Jangan la demam.. baru je abis hantar assignments.. Next next week dan exam.. so this week Sarah nak rehat. Tapi..mudah-mudahan lah dah ok. Lom makan panadol lagi.. dah abis.. Huhu~

dah pukul 11.52pm. Dye x on9.. x balas sms.. Dah tido agaknya.. hmmm~ Ok la.. Sarah pun nak tido gak... I hope Sarah sihat esok.. Amin~

Nervous~

Hari ni my first presentation in my first year in university. Hmm... NERVOUS+ SCARE+ STUTTER= Aaaaaaaaaa.....

But alhamdulilah, semua berjalan dengan lancar. Lecturer pun berpuas hati dengan presentation Sarah eventho banyak kekurangannya...

Lecturer cakap pe? " Point yang sangat bagus. Bagus sebab tidak keluar dari tajuk yang diberikan. Tapi kalau boleh perbanyakkan lagi contoh agar audience anda lebih faham mengenai apa yang anda buat. dan... nervous ke? Nampak sangat. Biasalah beginners memang macam ni. Tidak apa. percubaan yang sangat bagus. Cuba perbaiki lagi di dalam esei."

Dan Sarah hanya terkaku di depan tu dengan senyuman yang hampir mencecah 1000 watt. Kaki masa tu memang dah shaking. Semua tengok Sarah.. Warghhh~ tapi yang paling best masa nak mula presentation. Ada kata-kata semangat terngiang-ngiang di telinga ni..

" Present je.. anggap semua kat depan tu bodoh-bodoh. My je yang pandai. Dorang bukan tau apa2 pun apa yang my cakap. Gud luck syg.. Dy akan doakan mmy.."

Aww.. Isn't that so sweet???~~ tu la pembakar semangat Sarah untuk hari ni dan untuk bila2. Sarah tau Sarah dapat buat.. semua berkat doa dari orang yang tersayang. ^_^

Alhamdulilah for today presentation and Gud Luck for tomorrow presentation. isnt't that great? 2 presentations in a week.. hehe~ really great. But Insya-Allah... i will do my best.. for my family, my sayang dy and my future.. Semoga Sarah dapat wat yang terbaik gak utk esok..Amin~

-ve!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

1.09am

Great! Stupid tummy-ache woke me up! and now I can't sleep.. GREAT!!! feel pain.. i think i wanna die~ huhu.. everything seems not right tonight! what a bad day! bad day!!

I need motivation. My first presentation in my first year of uni is on Monday.. next is on Tuesday. Great kan? Two presentations in two days! Feel wanna cry! Panic attack!!! Huwaaa!!! I feel nothing today.. NOTHING at ALL!!

(Ok, sorry for the blabbering.. I kinda lost sbb terbangun dari tido.. and i feel stupid.. Yes, I am!)

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I have to balance my unbalanced soul tonight..If not I'm going crazy for sure.. hehe~ I need entertainment... What sort of entertainment I cud have in the middle of night like...... what I experience right now? Let's google some jokes.. It's fun for me and for those who visits my blog.. Kalau x, semua akan stress macam diriku ini.. namola mcm tu... ngeee~

10 minutes...

ok...so no jokes yang sarah dapat sebab ntah..sumenya lawak bodo je.. so kita tengok gambar je la... Jom...semoga anda enjoy seperti saya enjoy.. A'ah, kul 1 pagi ni nak enjoy2 gak...

after 15 minutes...

ok...no funny pictures! I think i shud stop here and go to sleep.. gah!

nite everyone.. Sarah is mad! Super mad.. haha~ someone shud slap her!! bah nite! tido tah ku ni... awu~~~~ manasaja ko...

4 months already? hehe~

I'm back!! I miss you guys.. I miss my blog.. I miss my love, my Triple N.. Hehe~ I know he always waiting for updates.. I'm here sayang... Update~

So what should I write?? Errmmm... Okay~ Sarah wat apa yang terlintas di fikiran je ea..

Happy 4th Month Anniversary my love... 4 months already. Dah lama.. ^_^ since 2nd July 2010. I'm so happy to have you.. Banyak cabaran yang kita hadapi bersama selama ni.. and it makes our relation more stronger.. I love you so much!! I do! I really do!! ^_^ I hope u do remember bout this.. ^_^

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Post ni dah diedit.. Ada kesalahan yang tidak dapat dielakkan.. hehe~ now i know that u remember sayang!! It's 4 months!!! exclude the "JULY" hehehe~ I love u even more!!

KAU YANG SATU by WOW

Tanpamu...

Akulah yang rindu

Tanpa dirimu...

Hilanglah manjaku

Kasihmu...

Kata naluriku

Cintamu...

Hanya dihatiku…

Izinkan aku...

Selami hatimu

Izinkan aku...

Bisikkan cintaku

Janjiku...

Pada kau yang satu

Diriku...

Hanyalah untukmu…

Chorus

Engkaulah yang satu

Pujaan hatiku

Sucinya cintaku padamu

Sayangku

Hanya kau yang satu

Kasih dan rinduku...

Milikmu...

p/s: untuk sape lirik dan lagu ni ditujukan? utk 'kau yang satu' tu ke? bagus sgt lirik ni.. luahan c jejaka utk wanita yang dicintainya... bertuah sangat2 sapa yang dapat lagu ni... ^_^

no idea

"Semakin Menjauh"

Class 11-12 is cancel.. Hmmm~ bored! Tak tau nak update apa lagi kat status ni.. xde idea..

Jatuh

Jatuh?! Apa yang jatuh?! Huhu~ sedihnya.. Dari tengahari sampai petang ni memang x duduk diam. Salah Sarah sendiri jugak.

Nak tau pe yang jatuh? Handphone yang jatuh.. Adoiyai. Kalau jatuh x tinggi x pe la.. ni masa nak turun tangga. Adalah dalam 10 anak tangga. Orangnya kat atas.. handphone kat bawah dah.. Habis berteriak kawan2 tgok handphone jatuh.. Bila Sarah amik, mcm biasa la.. sbb sarah pakai yang silicon tu.. sodihnya..tgok la semua. Tapi x tgok pun isi dalam.. masa tengahari lunch kat cafe nak msg my sayang.. Uik~ semua number dlm tu ilang.. pastu msg pun ilang.. screen dye mcm kabur2.. Wah! Apa dah jadi? tadi tgok masih ok lagi.. Susah la nak msg.. Nak ngis pun ada..

Petang bila balik, terus tgok notebook nak cari number sayang ku.. x tau plak tulis kat mana. huhu~ Sampailah Along balik keje, Sarah terus bagi handphone kat dye soh tgok kan..

" Kajap.. kan mandi dulu.. Buka sim card..buka batery.. biarkan dulu.. karang meliat apa salahnya.."

30 minit kemudian, along pun tgok la handphone Sarah. Dye pasang balik semua.. UIK!! Ada plak!! I mean msg2 yang kat handphone.. Kata along yang dlm handphone ni de lagi.. tapi number yang kat sim card dah ilang.. mcmne bleh? Pelik la.. huhu~ xpela..at least leh tau number my sayang.. Leh la mcg dye..

For ur information.. handphone sarah ialah N95. Ada camera 2..depan dan belakang. Nak tau cerita lagi? masa beli.. belum smpi 2 bulan.. hp tu jatuh. camera kat belakang tu pecah. mmg pecah habis.. and terus effect camera yang kat depan. Masa tu mmg ngis betul2. babah yang belikan. Bila babah tau.. memang marah la.. hp tu hadiah babah kat Sarah and bukannya seringgit dua.. huhu~ sebab tu, hp jatuh hari ni x bgtau babah pun. bgtau kat along je.. That's why, Sarah pernah fikir nape babah namo belikan sarah hp yang baru lagi sbb Sarah cuai.. huhu~